Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Goals always have a way of evading me...

This is more along the lines of a journal entry... but fuck it.

Ever since I hit the age of 20 it seems like nothing quite works out the way I want... even that may be a stretch. The simplest of things takes great effort for me for some odd reason. Of course, the older I get the harder it seems to go in new directions or effect real change in my life... changes I can plainly see I should/need to make, but some of these changes come with a big sacrifice... both within myself and what I would really love to spend my time doing as well as sacrificing a more cushioned lifestyle now for the benefit of later.

And then, possibly on a lighter note, there is the fact that I have up to fifteen new songs (three unfinished), songs I had wanted to have completed/sent for mastering/online back in July. Didn't happen. I had, to me at least, a huge creative wave hit me in April and May of this year, only to be followed with a sort of writers block. Add to this unforeseen expenses and submitting the finished tracks for mastering went out the window (btw - I record music for me, myself, and I, and have no delusions... I just wanted to have a set of songs professionally mastered and given proper treatment post-mixing for myself in the future). So, last month I finally was going to sit down and work on my three unfinished tracks (or whatever sprang up from sitting down) only to have my audio interface die... the thing which enables me to record onto my Mac is now dead... and I can no longer record. So now, not only am I missing the initial money for mastering, money must be spent to get a new interface to make any future recording possible. Never ending disappointment (it can feel that way at times at least when I let it) and frustration.

Here is the only track I did send to the mastering studio as a sort of tester:

And here is one of those fourteen waiting to be sent:

I've thought about doing a Kickstarter to help fund the mastering for this, but then, I don't know... it's not like I am trying to attract people to my stuff, and even if I wanted to, I don't know how.

Next week I start a new job... the only good thing about this is having more money for the short-term... money that can go to the above issues as well as into savings for when I will really need it... hopefully in the not-so-distant future.

All in all though, I have a positive mindset, happy in my relationships with those close to me, and over the years have learned from the school of hard-knocks to roll with the punches.

Another of the unmastered 14 tracks that was written for my cat (that is no less a son to me than yours is to you) and girlfriend:

Friday, November 18, 2011

Geoengineering Patents (with links for the naysayer)


Patent to make Ice/Smoke particles for weather mod

Patent #US3899144: Powder Contrail Generation

US Patent #5,800,481: Loos Thermal Excitation, Sensory Resonances

Army Mycoplasma Patent

US Patent #5,041,834: Artificial Ionospheric Mirror, Plasma Layer

Navy Particulate Patent, Barium Definition, HAARP Excerpt Mentioning Barium, Abstract Mentioning Nuclear Device Simulation and Barium Plasma, Partial Weather Modification Patent List, Chronic Barium Intoxication.

HAARP, US Patent #4,686,605: Eastlund, Method and apparatus for altering a region in the earth's atmosphere, ionosphere, and/or magnetosphere

Method and apparatus for altering a region in the earth's atmosphere, ionosphere, and/or magnetosphere - Eastlund; Bernard J.

Patent 6315213 Weather Modification Patent 2001

Another Welsbach Aerosol Patent (spraying) by Chang

A partial History (and patent list) of Aerosol and Weather Related Technologies

The video of the bizarre clouds is amazing.  We are in strange times... I just didn't know it went back that far.  The fact that there are patents dating back to the 1970's and pictures dating to the late 1940's utterly destroys the "global warming" slant given by geoengineers like David Keith.  Also, geoengineers, including David Keith, are funded and supported by Bill Gates... who, ironically, is a major player in the Svalsbard seed vault.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

The view from Garbage Grove...

I shot this video when I was with a patient at work today...

Update - 11/18/2011

Can you guess what the air quality for Orange County, CA was yesterday the 17th of November?  It was moderate (to unhealthy for those with allergies or other similar issues).  

Can you guess what the primary pollutant was?  It was fine particulates... PM2.5 to be exact.  PM2.5 means that the particulates are so small they can only be measured with an electron microscope.  PM2.5 means that the particles are smaller than 2.5 micrometers, or, in other words, one hundred times thinner than human hair.  

Can you guess what the primary causes of PM2.5 pollution is?  It is, in fact, primarily heavy metals and toxic organic compounds.

Next time you see what you believe to be chemtrails, vapor trails, contrails, or grey/white rainbows with unicorns and leprechauns frollicking about them outside, I challenge you to view your local air quality index.  

Of course there are many causes of PM2.5 particulate pollution, it is very interesting when you find that the vast majority of the surrounding area to have good air quality with the primary pollutant being ozone.  The video above was shot yesterday from Garden Grove, CA, and I witnessed the trails being carried to the south.  Later, when viewing the air quality for OC, where the trails were sprayed, and to where they were carried by natural forces, the air quality was as described above... while other areas, such as the greater Los Angeles area and Inland Empire (each chock-full of cars, trucks, trains, and industry) had "good" air quality with lower PM2.5 pollution.  Coincidence?

Monday, November 14, 2011

Hughes Aircraft geoengineering patent...

Hughes Aircraft Patent #5,003,186


"One proposed solution to the problem of global warming involves the seeding of the atmosphere with metallic particles. One technique proposed to seed the metallic particles was to add the tiny particles to the fuel of jet airliners, so that the particles would be emitted from the jet engine exhaust while the airliner was at its cruising altitude. While this method would increase the reflection of visible light incident from space, the metallic particles would trap the long wavelength blackbody radiation released from the earth. This could result in net increase in global warming. It is therefore an object of the present invention to provide a method for reduction of global warming due to the greenhouse effect which permits heat to escape through the atmosphere." 


"A method is disclosed for reducing atmospheric warming due to the greenhouse effect resulting from a greenhouse gases layer. The method comprises the step of seeding the greenhouse gas layer with a quantity of tiny particles of materials characterized by wavelength-dependent emissivity or reflectivity, in that said materials have high emissivities in the visible and far infrared wavelength regions and low emissivity in the near infrared wavelength region. Such materials can include the class of materials known as Welsbach materials. The oxides of metal, e.g., aluminum oxide, are also suitable for the purpose. The greenhouse gases layer typically extends between about seven and thirteen kilometers above the earth's surface. The seeding of the stratosphere occurs within this layer. The particles suspended in the stratosphere as a result of the seeding provide a mechanism for converting the blackbody radiation emitted by the earth at near infrared wavelengths into radiation in the visible and far infrared wavelength so that this heat energy may be reradiated out into space, thereby reducing the global warming due to the greenhouse effect."


Isn't it nice to know that decisions can be made for all of us without our consent or knowledge.  The previous post Chemtrail or contrail? and those following make it obvious that these and who knows what else are being dispensed into our atmosphere... and not in a testing capacity, rather, it is highly operational.  And yet, I can put information like this on worthless Facebook and people simply continue to stay focused on trivial things... never any responses on issues like this but if I were to post something about a boxing match or some trivial thing my hypothetical kid did there would be plenty of interest.  We get what we deserve.

Geoengineering: Our Environment Under Attack (AKA chemtrails)

Pt. 1 on subject begins @ 12:38

Pt. 1

Pt. 2 

Pt. 3


Old, but MUST be seen (of course cannot be without some sort of slant):

And newer:

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Public Image Limited studio rehearsals 1981 & 1983...

"... some interesting unreleased material from what appears to be two seperate events. A series of incomplete tracks, possible roughs or demos, assumed to be from Park South Studios in N.Y.C. in prep for the imploding "Commercial Zone" LP. On the other reel we have a tour rehearsal or soundcheck, also undated (82 or 83) and apparently uncirculated. Many Thanks to  JJL69, spunk01, and powow for helping identify this material. The ? in the lineage is, as best as could be described, supposed 10" Reel to Reel > Cassette > Cassette, mine being the 2nd gen. No lineage on the reel 2 reel, but close to the original source. The story as told to me is:  the UK arm of the American record company that Public Image recorded for had some reels hand delivered from the UK to America sometime in 1983. During that process, the reels were dubbed to cassette, and those were the cassettes that I made copies of (so my 2nd gen tape to you). The reels we could assume to be at least 2nd gen, but thats only a guess. I am unaware if these shows have ever been traded before."

Sound quality: A
Download link: mediafire

Sadly Jah Wobble was no longer part of the lineup beginning 1981... but you still are left with the brilliance of Atkins, Levene, and Lydon.  The first track is an excellent demo of "The Order of Death" titled here as "The Slab".

If you are a fan this is a must-have.


Reposted from Symphony of Ghosts.

Speeding up, not slowing down.

The Fall will be dropping their 29th record this coming week...

Here is a sample:

Love them or hate them, you gotta appreciate their uniqueness.  What a clever title and cover artwork/layout.

Friday, November 11, 2011

Contrail or Chemtrail?

The public at large is asleep at the wheel.

Here is one for all the people out there that think silly things about what has been happening all over the northern hemisphere (US, UK, EU, Canada, etc) such as jet exhaust, clouds, or vapor/contrails.

Here is a picture I took myself just days ago (these lingered and dispersed over the duration of HOURS):

So, really, this post is for the ignorant naysayers... people that really have no clue what are normal flight paths in their area even after having lived there for years (aircraft, especially commercial, are primarily on autopilot with the exception of takeoff and landing FYI), and for people that like to live confined in their cozy, comfortable reality.  Watch the video below (do yourself a favor and mute this video):

The fact of the matter is; a) "they" know the word is getting out about "something" taking place, b) "they" do this at times under the cover of night, c) they are now avoiding working an obvious grid and instead plot dispersion, d) nobody knows what and why "they" are doing what "they" are doing... nor does anyone know who "they" are, and e) of course NORAD knows of these flights... as well as your local FAA office, they would have information as ALL flights have a flight number, but they refuse to give out that info - I've called myself.  All I know is that "it" is happening and myself and many of the people I care about breath the air this is in.

There is some documentaries out there should you wish to look into it more, some better than others, but as I said, in the end, the only people that know anything for certain are those that are involved.

I created a myspace page years ago (since abandoned) that you can also look at:


If this does not wake you up then I don't know what will:

Aircraft cannot turn on and off contrails.  These trails are over Lake Michigan, Milwaukee, and Chicago, and all points in between and then some, many trails begin and end in the middle of nowhere.  There you go.  Please wake up or go breath deeply outside when you see what you believe to be contrails or exhaust.

Back in 2007 my friend in Whittier, CA had my camera and there was HEAVY spraying... I called him and asked him to take pictures for me - the best one you can see below which is an amazing shot.

U.S. government and "Big Pharma" is actively supressing alternative cancer treatment...

The FDA, pharmaceutical companies, and the Texas Medical Board are going after Stanislaw Burzynski, founder of the Burzynski Research Institute, an institute that is looking at ways to actually attack cancer at the ROOT CAUSE, not the effects.

Please watch this: 

The FDA are the same corrupt morons that will NOT make companies disclose ingredients due to trade secrecy laws, the same ones that allow thousands of new chemicals and drugs to hit the consumer market, and the same ones that refuse to require disclosure of GMO ingredients. This is one fine example of how utterly corrupt Washington DC and our government agencies have become.

Also, the Burzynski Research Institute is not isolated in that they are being persecuted and threatened by the corporate sector and their controlled politicians and gov't agencies... research on YOUR end can prove this fact should you outright refuse to admit this reality. I challenge you to see that the Gerson Institute only has locations in Mexico and Europe, not here, and guess what their threatening treatment is??? Nutrition. They are not allowed to treat cancer in the United Corporations of America because they do not use DRUGS. Disagree? CALL THEM.

There are MANY more as well... such as you cannot practice ozone therapy in the U.S. Get off your asses and do some research and maybe we can turn this around and truly be free with options WE want for OUR health, not what greedy executives and politicians want...

One day you yourself or someone you love might develop cancer and only have limited treatment options of drugs, chemo, and radiation. Think about that for a minute... if it were my life on the line I would of course want to go to the Gerson Institute before dousing myself with drugs/chemicals/radiation. 

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Brian Jonestown Massacre - Metro Theatre, Sydney August 2008

I can't put an entire show up, so these are my picks from the set they played.

There are other shows on this site, but this one is by far the better. I definitely like "A New Low in Getting High" better with Matt on vocals... the guy singing here was from the AU band supporting them.

I felt I should lighten things up a bit.